Dream
In all seriousness,
I’d rather you tell me and hurt me
Than hide it from me and kill me.
I don’t want to find out in a train station.
There’s this feeling,
It’s deep in my stomach.
An empty feeling,
There’s something wrong.
There’s someone else,
It’s what I fear.
My heart has dropped
My throat has closed.
There’s someone else.
I feel it.
I’m done
I’m not trying anymore
I’ve given up on love
It’s not real
It’s an illusion
I’ve given up on you
As soon as you decide that you want to really love me again,
You know where to call
You care just enough..
So you ignore my cries for love
I see how it is
That’s why my heart feels hatred
